i dont wanna die alone

long time no blog, eh. 


but im blogging now, so...yea. 
just get to the pictures, gosh.

baby all i want for christmas, is you.

you, baby.

                                    

~what would you do if i told you that i la la la la love you.

hey dere bitches.

okay sorry. that was mean. whatever lah. im a bitchhhh. lol so step. 

too lazy to find more pics.
bye.

no bitches no fuck the both of you.

urgh. two particular people are pissing me off.

urghhh. so irritating. im just going to explode. 


first, you. despo fuck. kindly die because i seriously dont give two shits about you. your creepy and you freak me out. i want to throw up when i see your face. 
you really need to learn the meaning of love.

what a stupid bitch you are. to think that i'd actually like you? fuck you, we just met, stop saying you "love" me you pathetic creepy fool. no offence, but you are such a dick, you creep me out and your english is shit. my diarrhea idolizes you. 


and you. 


lil bitch. thought you were nice. thought you were actually plain awesome. thats why i liked you. but now, hah. i wonder what i ever saw in you. my phone bill was so expensive, and now i know its all wasted. i saw awesomeness, niceness, you were sweet. or at least sweet to me. but now all i see in you is shit, just shit. and it grosses me out i just want to throw up. you have no balls so i dont consider you as a boy. fuck you and i hope you die. :) 


goodbye babes. :) 

wonders.

i wonder, sometimes. what you're doing. what you're thinking about. if you had a bad day. if you had a good day. how was your school. how was your day. like how i used to know everyday. but now i have this uncertainty. and it kills. 


sometimes, you tweet that you've had a bad day. and how i promised you that i would try make your day better. but now, you say to everyone that you've had a bad day but i cant say anything or do anything to cheer you up because we just dont talk. 


it hurts. but whatever. we have to move on, dont we. 


wouldn't it have been better for you if i just shut up and never talked to you in the first place? like i just didn't say anything and we remained just people who know each other, and nothing else. we don't like each other at all. wouldn't you like that? you probably would. 


im certain. 
completely certain.
because thats how much i know you dont care.


because that's how much i used to know you. 

i am mentally dating jeremy sumpter.

i love him. i love him so much. he's so hot. :) 


oh jeremy, be mine? lol no. you dont even know i exist. :( i dont even know how old you are. your movie was and is my favourite movie. hehe. go peter pan go. 

jeremmyyyyy. 

hehehehe. okayyy. <3 

look at dose eyess...

lol. he aint peter pan..he grew up. lol he still hot tho.

assjhjrfjnfronjor. my ovaries just exploded.



so yea. he's definitely my new whatsapp wallpaper. 

ya dig.

yesterday should repeat itself.

yesterday watched The Amazing SpiderMan with Samantha, Jody, Nat and Jamie. :)

it was really funnnnn. 


ok enough about the real life. time to get into my head.


:) 

dont smoke. you'll die of hunger. 

what did i just say.

i know the feel bro.

:)

this boy is such a qtpie.

this boy is a qtpie too.


such a hassle. living life. 

                    

crying the shits off.

look at me. just look at me.